These are the times my friend.

For those of you who don't already know this. I'm a bit of a wall flower. It has its "perks" ,you notice a lot of things about people and you become really good at picking up cues and reading body language. You also learn a lot of things that maybe you shouldn't know, well not shouldn't know, but rather people don't want you to know. A lot of people also mistake this trait of mine for being "snobby" or shy. Trust me when I say I'm not snobby or shy. I just have a fear of doing or saying something that will make me sound like an idiot and I have a hard time trusting people. But when I start feeling comfortable around people I usually end up saying or doing the "wrong" thing in their eyes. So I keep my distance, especially now a days, and put up a wall. Which I mostly lean back on and watch as events unfold. Hehe *laughs menacingly*

The point of this post is not to talk about my social issues, but more of just stating a few things that I've observed.

• Firstly; 6:30am (the time which my husband leaves for work and my son wakes up instantly) comes entirely too early.
• Second; I find myself 10X more tired when my son is awake. Pregnancy is a beautiful thing isn't it? Especially when you aren't supposed to have caffeine.

This is all I have for now... I'll continue to write things as the day goes, as to get all my "appropriate" thoughts down.

I'm back but now my child is screaming so I'm going to bring to light something's about his tantrum throwing.

• He is a screamer.
• He is passionate about not knowing what he wants, a trait he admittedly gets from me.
• He usually throws a tantrum AFTER his nap.
• Mickey must have some mental hold on him... He keeps screaming Mickey.
• He gets angry enough he rips his diaper off.... :(

I think that's enough of that. It's hard though. This age is tough for them and us as parents. There is a barrier not so much a language barrier but an understanding one. I don't think my son understands half as much as I or other people expect him too. Maybe I'm just giving him the benefit of the doubt, but he is only two. Still learning and growing, as am I. So when I get judge mental looks because my kid is loud I do not appreciate it. Not all kids are the same. He may be loud and obnoxious and a screamer. But he is my son and I love him and I know he loves me, that is something I know he understands. After an argument and he looks at me and says "Mommy I hug." You can't deny the love we have in this home.